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Nothing Tastes As Good

As Thin Feels...

Created on 2005-06-28 09:59:17 (#7570069), last updated 2005-12-21

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Name:	helpmecommit
Birthdate:	02-20
Location:	Florida, United States
Website:	Amanda Hootman dot com

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As it is not yet an official diagnosis (but quickly becoming one) I am a self diagnosed victim of BDD - Body Dysmorphic Disorder - a disorder in which one not only says "I am so fat" but "I am so ugly". Of this I am not proud. I am not proud to find my thoughts lingering on such superficial garbage. But I don't blame society. I've had weighty issues since the age of three - before society had time to inflict its ideals on me.
I am not pro eating disorder, but I am also not one to know when to stop or when to tell others to stop. Yes, I understand what is considered technically "unhealthy", but I tend to not realize who actually is so and see them as an idol.

I can only hope that when I get a little bit thinner I can be happy.

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